My brothers—one shaped into chariot wheels, the other, into an expansive bed for a king—had it good. I’ve been rough-cut and split into two. God knows where I am being taken to now. My leg drags through camel dung, my arms straddle a broad-shouldered peasant cloaked in dirt-brown tatters. Sweat on his brow. A noisy crowd follows me to a barren hill outside of town. They throw me to the ground; lash a man to me, whose face is so marred I cannot tell who he is, but thorns crowning his head scratch me. I feel his blood. Lots of blood as the Romans nail his flesh to mine; hoist us high as one—each of us a cross to bear the other’s weight. It grieves me to hurt this man who won’t speak one word of guile as he hangs broken; I am washed in his blood. After many hours, he struggles to speak…It is finished.Continue reading From a Long Line of Trees by John C. Mannone→
I miss the big navels when they are not in season,
but almost any orange will do.
First, I feel how firm the orange is, rolling it in my hands,
the hands of an artist, the hands of a poet, and now the stiff
and cracked hands of an old man
then I slice it in half and look at its flesh, its brightness,
its moistness, its color—if the insides beckon,
urging my mouth to bite, I cut each half into half
and then slowly, carefully, as all rituals demand,
put one of the pieces between my longing lips,
and gradually, with a sort of grace, bite
into the flesh of the sacrificial fruit.
I feel the juice flow down my throat, recall the taste
of every orange I ever had, even in my childhood
with this little miracle of eating an orange.
As I finish absorbing its flesh, still slowly and gracefully
the last bit of what had been one of the myriad wonders
of the world, I look at the ragged pieces of orange peel
and I see poetry— or God— it’s really the same thing,
isn’t it?
Nothing more than the accelerator
at Cern, seven-mile tunnel in the earth,
protons traveling almost at the speed of light,
voilà. Top quark, alpha god particle
said they would be there, though makes no sense.
Blood & bread. Take, this is my. . .
Not more mysterious than something
a millionth the size of a proton.
Physicists explain how it will act, react.
They say with a flourish what they don’t
understand. PhDs argue online in secret
chats where the one defensible
posture remains: ungovernable
squirm of subatomic world, wafer.
Editor’s Notes and Image Credit: This is an American sonnet and the complementing image of a typical CMS* event displaying the Higgs boson decaying to four leptons with 2 muons (in red) and 2 electrons (in green) as final state signatures. The event was recorded with the CMS detector in 2012 at a proton-proton center of mass energy of 8 TeV. The event shows characteristics expected from the decay of the SM Higgs boson to a pair of photons (dashed yellow lines and green towers). (Image: CERN)
* The Compact Muon Solenoid (CMS) is a general-purpose detector at the Large Hadron Collider (LHC). It has a broad physics program ranging from studying the Standard Model (including the Higgs boson) to searching for extra dimensions and particles that could make up dark matter.
The wind cries / I do not listen. You hold out your hand
one last time. Startled, a fox runs under the Clethra.
Clouds fill a darkened sky. I am soaked with a deluge
of tears. Mud collects at my knees. Where has the fox
gone? Needles pierce my soul, releasing blue desires.
Awash in a dream of yesterday / you never planned to stay.
I rip open my chest & tear out my heart. It washes away
with the storm / lost downstream. Another day, another year.
It might have been so different. The fox calls out, I follow.
A backroom of our old mud house collapsed
last night—no earthquake, no storm, no bomb—
well worn, it crumpled. This morning we fell
silent; we knew we’d not be able to rebuild it.
even in the crowd you can spot them
we give each other little knowing nods
there’s something about their eyes
that hits home like a deer
in the headlights being both
the deer and the floodlight beam