A Survivor’s Story of Neo-Nazis: Part 2 – by Kathleen Sullivan

Our country’s government is again in danger. The white supremacists and neo-Nazis who conspired to meet Hitler’s long-term goal of Ordis Templar, Circa 2000 are mostly long-gone. But many of them have recruited, groomed and brainwashed next-generation children and other recruits to fulfill their insanely grandiose goal – specifically, of taking over the US government from the inside-out. And making it an Aryan-run government that would eventually lead the world. 

I have watched many of the brainwashing and so-called “mind control” techniques that were perfected on us as human Guinea pigs, being used regularly by White supremacist and neo-Nazi leaders and media representatives. Those techniques include Ericksonian hypnosis, Neuro-Linguistic programming, wearing down listeners’ mental resistance in a variety of ways, triggering their midbrains and knocking their frontal lobes offline via messages of fear and disgust, and much more. 

I have also witnessed obvious campaigns by Russian-recruited trolls and bots who initially used fake American-sounding names to role model unusual levels of cruelty, aggression, utter disrespect and other sociopathic and psychopathic traits and behaviors on social media. I have watched our upcoming White supremacist president do likewise, which has me very worried for the mental and emotional health of our society, especially for the mental/emotional health of our younger generations who look up to our leaders as their role models. 

Intellectual and physical ferality, deceptiveness, misogyny, racism, sadism, aggression and the absence of basic respect, empathy and compassion are typical traits in leaders in the White supremacist community. 

This is what I continue to fear the most: they will soon will have a fuller ability to influence and NORMALIZE such traits and behaviors.

People who are sociopathic and psychopathic tend to believe that anyone who is not like them in behaviors, spirituality and moral codes are the ones with the problem. NOT them. And that, to make the world safer and more comfortable for THEMSELVES, they must break the moral “brainwashing” instilled in most others from early childhood on, to basically make them into agreeable mini-mes.

That’s basically why they use mass brainwashing techniques, which our upcoming president and his sociopathic cohorts are unfortunately experts at using on their millions of gullible listeners and followers. 

They’re very much into using brain science to manipulate what they call “the masses”. Which is why so many outsiders and other witnesses are so horrified at how cult-like the White supremacists’ followers’ behaviors and actions have become. Sadly, those who are being mass brainwashed – as I was for decades – still don’t realize it. 

As the intervening US intelligence operatives encountered in me and many other victims 40 years ago, that kind of brainwashing is EXTREMELY hard to break through. This is especially so after we’ve ceded the responsibility for our own actions, choices and behaviors to the leader we depend on EVERY SINGLE DAY to tell us what to think, do and believe while also relying on him to normalize and justify our own worst desires, lusts and impulses. 

For those of us who are outsiders, I am concerned that we are going to see such patterns of behaviors worsen for a while because the most important LEGAL guardrails that previously kept the worst impulses in our upcoming president in check have already been removed. As for what else happens from here, I have no idea. I am deeply grateful that there are other governments and human rights organizations outside the US that will document the inevitable rise in atrocities and human rights violations. 

When the dust finally settles and the smoke clears and what’s left of our federal government is assessed, they will already know who to charge and bring to trial. That will be those who are arrogant enough to believe they are justified in forcibly bending the will and trajectory of our country and society to meet their incredibly deviant goals, plans and long-term agendas. 

In the meantime, I will share this one basic and hard-won truth with you. From the age of 3, when I was forcibly taken from my beloved birth mother who was ironically a White Russian Jewess who barely survived the pogroms, the man I would call Dad and his Nazi mentor I knew as “Dr. Schwarz” experimented on me and especially my mind. A lot. Anything they could get away with doing to me, without leaving noticeable scars for teachers to notice, or killing or permanently disabling me, leaving me in a zombie-like drooling state, they did it. 

It seemed to be their biggest source of shared psychopathic pleasure to drug my body into immobility while my mind and senses were still awake and aware. 

One of the things they called me as a child was: “the goose that laid the golden egg”. That was based on an old fairy tale about a man who owned a goose that produced eggs that were solid gold. But his greed got the best of him and he opened up the goose to see where the gold was coming from. No more goose, no more gold.

The “gold” in me was, in their minds, my ability to still feel empathy and love and caring – even for THEM – no matter what terribly painful and invasive things they did to me. 

I saw what was missing in their own minds and hearts. And they knew I had what they both were truly incapable of having or developing, because it normally starts during nurturing interactions with a caring, loving, empathetic caregiver. Something that neither of them had had the benefit of experiencing as babies. 

They wanted to REMOVE that thing in me, which I now know is technically the presence of “mirror neurons” and more fully developed occipital lobe.  (Really, the seat of empathy and compassion in the brain.)

What Dad and Dr. Black sought to destroy in me and other child victims to make us more like them, is very similar to what our upcoming president and his sociopathic cronies want to destroy in our society, to make it more like them. So that they can use the deviant changes to prove to themselves, once and for all, that THEY are the real normies. And that people who are different from them are the ones who are deviant, stupid, brainwashed, weak, yadda yadda. 

They will ultimately fail. Probably not the way Hitler did, after giving cyanide to his third (?) German Shepherd named Blondie and his mistress and finally himself. 

But as they become bolder and more secure in showing us who and what they REALLY are in a nekkid emperor sort of way, I feel confident that enough of their gaslit followers will start to wake up, shake themselves out of a state of  cognitive dissonance, say to themselves: “This is not me!” And then more actively resist and push back against their deviancy, immorality and inevitable insanity. 

One precious gift my birth mother gave me, after intervening US intelligence officials arranged our reunion, was this saying:  “Bullies are bullies until you stand up to them. Then they become cowards.” 

My mother spent nearly all her life fighting against evil. Sadly, I lost touch with her several decades ago. But the initial “golden egg” of love, compassion and empathy that she gave me by loving me when she still could, and her fierceness to fight against human evil, are strong in me as well.

In the near future, you will constantly be presented with the options and temptations of becoming morally lazy, even uncaring. And you may witness cruelties that are emotionally exhausting and overwhelming to witness second-hand or experience directly. Do what you have to do to survive. But DON’T let them weaken or deep-freeze your own place of Love. Empathy. Caring. Compassion. And respect for the basic rights of fellow humans. 

Those who will commit acts of human evil will be hoping that our inaction and lack of resistance will make us more like them. Millions of mini-mes whose compliance inarguably proves to them that only THEY are real and honest and genuine. And that all else is artificial rose-colored, too-soft bullshit. 

Protect what is most precious in you. Prove to them that what is normal in THEIR minds will never be tolerable and will NEVER be the norm to most of us.

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